Like a Feather In the Wind

I watched a feather dancing about on the wind. I watched how it was tossed about by the currents of the air, and yet it seemed so free. It seemed to dance almost with joy as it darted here and there. It got me to thinking that in many ways we are much like that feather. We are free, and we can chart our course, but there are currents that will influence those decisions. The currents of life that will flow and ebb, and sometimes they seem to push us along and other times they do seem to actually just nudge us and offer passage.

I have just returned from my time away, and the changes I have encountered are many. There is a new Ubar. There are new names and faces to remember. There have been claimings and birth. Life has gone on in my abscense, and that is comforting. No matter what happens the Tribe moves forward. It is influenced by the flows of life, and yet it charts its own course that is best for it. The thought brought a smile to my face. The smile was not that long lived though. There was one change I had so desperately hoped for that did not happen. He is still here. I had hoped that would change, but it was not to be.

I will find a way to rid our lives of him no matter what it takes. Our promise will be delivered. I think that I will speak to Sahli about talking to Fonce on this. Fonce already knows what is going on, and he might have insight on how to resolve this issue once and for all. I know we can not do this alone, but we have to do it. I am so very tired of his meddling in our lives. I want Sahli and I to have our OWN life. I want to have a family with my mate, I want to build a future with him. I want things that will never be so long as he does not leave us alone.