Two Are

becoming one. Ru' spoke to me the other day. He is worried for Sahli, and he is worried for himself. I am worried, too. Ru' says that he fears they have been together too long. He fears they might never be able to fully be separated now. I don't know if that is true or not. I do know that I can tell Sahli is more tense than I have ever seen him. I am sure Ru' has shared this with him, but I don't think Ru' has told him that I know. I wonder if my Mate fears that I will leave him if this...this merging happens.

I know that my Mate has changed. In some ways for the best, and in other ways not so good. His temper has become shorter. No, he has not threatened nor hurt me. He never would do that. I have complete faith in that. He is also more confident, more sure of himself. That is not a bad change. I will simply adjust to the changes. I do not have any choice. I love my mate.

When I say I love my mate, I don't mean that in the light hearted way the word is used by so many. I mean that my Mate truly is the other half of my heart, my soul. He literally completes me. He is the dreamer when I am too grounded. He is the imagination to my often too practical side. He is the strength when I feel weak. He is all the best things in my life wrapped and rolled into one being. If that being is changing, there is nothing but to do in order to adjust.

I do think we need to speak with each other, share what we truly know. We need to be together on this. There is nothing to be gained from not speaking to one another during what ever is to happen. Maybe we can think of other ways to help, other things to do. I only know one thing for certain. I will not loose the love I have found in my life. It is too rare a treasure. This whole experience has changed us both. It will change us further. We will simply face it like we have every other thing that has happened in our time together. We will face it together. There is nothing that can separate us if we do that. Hand in hand, side by side, face it dead on together. That is the way of how it works.

He is worth fighting for. We are worth fighting for.