This isn't

my Mate. I don't know how to explain it. This person wears Sahli's skin, but its not Sahli. At first I thought it was just he had found more confidence, but its something else entirely. Sahli is not rough to me. Sahli would not shake me until I agreed with him. Sahli would not do these things that this ..this person inside his skin does. It scares me. I have become even more sure that promise or not promise I must seek Fonce out even if he won't. The nightmares are coming every night, and sometimes during the day when I am awake now. Something is very wrong, and the more I think about it the more wrong it is. I wish I knew how to explain this sense of things. Maybe Fonce, or Tarra - they would understand? I don't know. I know that something has to be done. I feel as if I am slowly loosing my mind, and I have the growing sense if we don't fix this Sahli could be gone forever.